mood: fillup's at the beach music: as is evident in the picture.....gorillaz.

lately: 
-haircut


-music


and that's about all. i'm going back to sleep.

new camera! pretty stoked about that.
NOT stoked about 3476284 of my friends graduating.
just a reminder: my boyfriend is better than yours, no contest.
EUROPE.

life update:
-musical theatre is eating my brain.
-julius caesar....eat my shorts.
-boring boring boring.

dance dance dance dance dance sing slide.

r.i.p. tickle
6/05 - 2/06

mood: artistic music: mae

don't worry. i'm still pretty hot.

Cousin's boyfriend's band is playing....be there. tickets are $6 in advance from the masquerade's website.

( snip snip )

hot hot.

this week went fast.

tonight: hellogoodbye/rocket summer show. fun fun.

sleeeeeep all weekend. and music. lots of that.

baked potatos, movie, and insane trivia with some of the best kids ever.

chai tea latte and 9 voice mails, 3 of which included musical genious. thanks, boy. i heart you.

tried to find a christmas present for that college boy, but alas, failed at first attempt. later, later.

to everyone: go see Rent. i laughed, i cried, i had multiple sexual experiences.........ah, the joys of a great film adaptation.

to phillip: you're the top. (you're a hot tamalé!) 3 days...whatever shall we do? i believe that is much too long, sillyface.

to julian: i. love. this. music.

ready? i haven't done this in a while. here comes a little expression.

this week has been the best. hands down. this past week has been the first time since almost a year ago that i could sincerely say that i was happy for any considerable amount of time. i have been with people who make me smile, and i have found someone who helps me forget how unhappy i have been in the past. to me, that is phenominal. there aren't many people that i can tolerate for any amount of time - a select few. it makes me smile so much to be comfortable with someone. i really thank phillip for being real. you can't imagine how scarce a real person is. on that note,  i love the majority of the cast and crew of guys and dolls - minus a small selection of complete idiots, i thank everyone for not starting backstage drama or being idiotic or unfocused or phoney. i thank them for doing what they love and loving life and doing all they can to be in the moment. those are the characteristics that keep me energized and keep me going and help me to move forward when i want to quit the most. i am glad that i have emotions like this to express- conversely, i hate that i express them as they will only make them miss this feeling more.

one thing to know - if you think i hate you, i probably do. if you think i love you, you couldn't underestimate my emotions more. no words can say.

jr. bob marley raps about chuck norris. not kidding.

phillip = ♥ what an awesome kid. thanks, boy.

Guys & Dolls is where all the cool kids are, in case you've been wondering why you feel so dorky.

mood: coming back to life music: minus the bear

last night was good. atlanta bread and house with phillip.

i must admit, that kid makes me smile. shows this weekend...be there.

i hear it's the place to be.

and it was another day of photoshoots with false smiles for me and my camera. it makes me feel good to take pictures.

dear boy,

         every now and then i go and read peoples' old journal entries. when something is bugging me. when my fever is the worst. tonight it happened to be yours. tonight i remembered alot of good things that i have been thinking about all year. sleeping in the theatre, looking at old vinyl, me shivering all over, you running cold from the car, finding baskets, my killer dog, the couch and radio, the middle of the road. tonight i saw a picture of the girl who calls you her boyfriend, and how am i to know if that is true? i did not cry because i know she's not the one. i thought i would throw up.  it hurts to know i have to wait and witness while you have to eventually hurt again. i just hope that when you are left running through the rye, i will be able to catch you. i hope you will let me catch you. it's a long long fall.